When I say it’s fine, it’s okay, probably it isn’t =]

Aishwarya rai

Clouds have been here for forevr
Maybe that’s why I feel like they look old fashioned.
Sometimes they have this new feeling
But maybe because I see them in old movies, and they always have a tint of old-fashioned ness to them that I find that on a sunny day they look/and make me feel as if, we should be in older times.
Like hippie times.

To being hot: well the more someone says it, to me (being hot), after they say it like once or twice the harder it is to believe them

Broken – Evanescence

oh well, i know that if someone looks hard enough , they can see i'm beautiful
but i'm not the pop out type of gorgeous some people are
where u can see it right away


dude, what if the nickelback dream....was like
Most of their songs are sexual, and they were trying to kill me, so it's saying i should be less sexual. Aha… O.o

Man I miss B.C like that fat kid misses his dignity.

Menopause - Damn

My Sassy Girl – GOOD MOVIE
Same with “it’s a boy girl thing”
Unchained Melody - The Righteous Brothers

Right now you might be able to make a long-term relationship work, but it's going to be difficult. You give up too easily, and don't quite understand the dynamics of a long-term relationship. But you're almost there! Try casually dating for a while, and learn from those experiences.

Unfortunately you tend to attract temporary relationships, not quite a one night fling, nor a 5 year relationship. You are not serious about your partner and neither are they. It probably lasts no more than a handful of months. Perhaps you suffer from commitment phobia, or you just haven't found the right person who you want to settle down with. Until you find him you will float through many brief relationships, just to pass the time.

And no one knows how guilty I actually feel..i don’t want to be bad..but maybe it would make it easier.

Easiest way to describe me: a drug.
Or a guy
i don't utterly LOVE my body, let's say and i'm self-conscious

i never really know if i should choose to think certain things, once i do, i want to change my mind

I think certain voices attract me. Like in Pyrmus and Thisbe…his voice cracks and stuff yet…I’m highly intrigued/attracted to it.

Burn it to the ground – Nickel back
ME and you – Declan
Lauren and I – Celtic Thunder


Spirited Away soundtrack and inuyasha song

I can kill off any accusation
<~*|-Jamie-|*~> --- Impossible to forget but hard to remember. -- says (3:48 PM):
i can...just don't always want to
as in, i can lie about anything and not feel bad, sometimes i want to get caught or sometimes i like feeling human and guilty


Ace owes me like 5 bucks now from work….now more xD

Jamie: is wondering why everyone is asking her about summer school or interested in the topic. I’m doing it to get ahead okay??? Not that interesting.

ummm i've been caught doing one pretty dirty thing before
i have odd fetishes
i have extra sensitive skin
have a guys mind and hormones
i can't possibly judge
And well yeah, I’m interesting but…is that a good thing all the time? And do you really care/want to know?


I fuck with commitment. … AHA.

Men are easy, it takes a short amount of time to figure them out, you can figure out exactly what they want, how to make them happy and how to make them miserable. Every woman does. Women make relationships more exciting, more difficult, and wayyy more complicated.
Like in that movie with Zac Braff
i don't know, feeling fake, but not
maybe feeling people not really getting me, or feeling weirdly rejected? well no, not rejected, just people seem to be seeing more of the bad side of me, but then they tell me the good things but i can't really see them anymore. Mainly loosing my confidence, one thing i could always count on

“You are always cocky about things that are true.” – Miles
I seem to be saying I know more lately. If I know, then why do I do?
Unique, interesting person…that’s what they say I am
Intriguing / I always just seem to know, but I can never explain.
lol, after being with a contradiction you become one - I am one.
You know what’s funny, when I criticize people, when they ask me to, I’m always worried about what their criticism for my criticism is.
Accept the fact that most things i say, are worded sexually without meaning to. It’s uncontrollable

Lucky Numbers: 6,7|28,29|39,33|42,41|55,57?|

I realize I can’t handle emotionless people; like when he was being like a robot. It hit me hard and made me like want to cry.

Fixed signs (Taurus, Leo, Scorpio and Aquarius) are associated with focus, powerful concentration, individuality and determination.
The month of the Rooster is Sep 8 - Oct 7 and the hours of the Rooster are 5pm - 7pm.

People born on my birthday: Penelope Cruz, Jessica Alba, Jay Leno and George Nozuka!!!

I know. I’m a contradiction; I’m feeling both things pretty much equally.

I've been wandering around the house all night
wondering what the hell to do
Yeah, I'm trying to concentrate but all I can think of is you – When you’re gone lyrics

Sex: lol no, i know that's not gonna be it
it'll be someone that makes me happy and i feel comfortable with and they won't just think of me sexually, and just my body
and won't leave me after they screw me


and what do you think of me now? from the beginning of learning new things about me, to the messed up crazy me, the little kid me, ninja me, and then the end?

Photo idea, someone being sad/surprised because they’re an addict and in another shot it’s their pills accidentally fell into a muddy puddle or something.

You know what bugs me? That they are always expecting more of me. When I do the dishes I have to put the other back in after. Yes that’s logical and makes sense. It’s what some other kids do. Guess what our household is different from other households; I grew up differently than other kids. Other parents let their kids have boys go into their rooms without the door being open, mine doesn’t. My point is I don’t do that because I was spoiled and still am, I just started putting dishes in a few years back and then taking them out a little while back .Like I’m improving slowly, yes, but it’s annoying when they expect me to do what other kids do, when they don’t do what other parents do. It’s NOT different. The only difference is; we grew up together differently so different things are expected of us.

You can’t just expect me to fix all your problems, know how you are feeling and understand what you are thinking. I’m not magical; I’m not a mind reader. You can’t always expect me to put you first and you also have to try. If you don’t try, why should I? You know the answers but you don’t want them to be how they are, but you know. So realize and believe in yourself and that everything is going to end up alright.